Speaking about dreams, my future
Frankly speaking, I dont even know what am I doing right now.
being so lifeless is not I want.
I need a target, aim.
What is my dream?
I need to really persue my dream, as in dreams.

Now, currently still a diploma student, majoring in Digital and Precision Engineering student.
Got to work with Economical Develepment Board(EDB) Singapore Company for 5 years. talking about whether will I continue for my Degree in Engineering? The answer is NO. Not a talent in Maths and Physic, caused me a lot of difficulties to understand it. Just those simple equations, calculations takes a lot of time of mine to really understand it. Well, I would say that I know myself? I did tried my best to pass with flying colours, also my result is not that bad, in average. Is really rare for a girl to study engineering, if you excel, you are unique actually. Through researches that I had done, I really dont want to go into this field. Maybe work hard for this five year and then continue my dream? Dear God, do show me a way so that I will know which directions to go to.

Well, this decision is made when I received the letter, told me that I have been selected for this scholarship. Actually, my final decision is to study STPM before I received this letter. And of course, I don't know what should I study at that moment. So why not stay put at form 6 for two years. But, to enighten my family's burden, I chose to take up this course. Actually, I didn't expect myself to study engineering during secondary, I didnt even dare to think about it. But still, no regrets. At least I have a foundation in engineering. My thinking at that moment is, study is a process, why not just study? You studied what you like, it doesnt mean that your future career is in that profession. Hence, why not?

During this three years, I enjoyed my life, with different kind of friends. In contact with people with differeny kind of personalities. I would say that I have grown a lot. The different surroundings make me understand the facilities, working and lifestyle in Singapore is actually not easy.

So now..

CHOI SOON LING, jiayous! you just got to find a way! =)
What is your dream then? at least, know and ...
Go for it!

Love,
xoxo
Rachel