Thoughts that comes by

Well. I seriously need a rest. A rest for myself, soul and spirit. Things doesn't go well.

Time to think for myself. What do I want? What I expect myself to be in future. I know... Life is not easy. I miss study life. What I meant is full time study life. I need to improve my English. I need to see myself improve everyday. 

Just attend the short cost down meeting makes me feel that. The world is so massive, but my knowledge is just tiny miny like an ant. 

Staying here just not right, I will be stagnant. Maybe opportunity was not given to me. Yes, I do not have the opportunity and wrong timing. 

The environment itself just let me drown into so many negative thoughts. Bringing my self down though I know I shouldn't. I am bad In communicating, I do not have true friends. True colours just shows. And I have gone true a few. :/ sadly to say.

Dear God, are you giving me challenges? Please show me a way. I need a direction. 

22 FACTS about me

It is quite popular around on the 20 facts about me this days. It is a good opportunity to know yourself better.

SINCE I AM 22. I WILL JUST WRITE DOWN 22 FACTS ABOUT ME. 

I give myself a challenge to write this down. 

SO there it goes. 

1. I am tall. I am five feet nine aka 175 cm. 

2. I love my family, my boyfie and friends.

3. I love to travel. I would like to work travel if I have the opportunity in the age of 27. If possible. 

4. I learn German, I wish to continue and take up Japanese language as well.

5. I am crazily getting hooked to a drama series and spent whole day on that.

6. I love taking photos. It doesn't matter is it #selfie, #wefie, #scenery or anything no matter where I go, because I believe that people change, but memories will last forever.

7. I am introvert but I go crazily if you knows me well. 

8. I am extreme lover of hot, spicy and sour.

9. I have high addiction on chocolate. This will be my priority there is the selection. 

10. I love to explore on cafe. I love to stay on the unique ambiance, a good coffee and spent whole day there probably with a friend, or maybe with a good book.

11.Sometimes, I can be an impulse shopper. Most of the time, I will have the decision of buy now decide later. 

12. Consequently, I bought a lot of unnecessary stuff.

13. I am easily influence by others.

14. I am a strong procrastinator. Need to change this bad habit by now and then. 

15. I have dilemma in decision making. As others mentioned, selection difficulties. 

16. I walked fast, doing things in fast pace. This is me. So sometimes, I cant tolerate those who are extremely slow. No offence. 

17. I have zillion facial expression. People who just know me will tend to think that I am rolling one eyes on him. 

18. I appreciate that you smile back at me if I smile to you, because it definitely brighten up my days. Also, I believe yours too.

19. I am emotional. 

20. I just did a small operation and this is my first ever operation. 

21. According to my boyfriend, I am clumsy.

22. The thing that comes in my mind right now is to graduate soon! * and to mark off my bucket list one by one.  (Y)

Thats all. 

Till then

xoxo

Rachel C.